(#)Sunshine(#)

Whats the point of LOVE if there's No TRUST? What's the point of staring if you have seen enough? What's the point of giving if they dont deserve it? Whats the point of stayin til there's nuttin left inside? Whats the point of saying you still got ya pride and you lost it long time ago. Often we get in situations and relationships and if we coulda of seen what the outcome would of been or the demons some of them turn out to be we would of probably OPTED.  If we could of seen the pain, stress, LIEZ, and projections we probably would of opted. I Wish one day i can FIND love and live in the true meanng of love but one day i might till then i'll hope and pray for an angel.

AFTER SERVING PEOPLE IN MINISTRY THERE'S NOTHING THAT SATISFY'S PEOPLE, IF ONE WAS TO LIVE BY PEOPLE EXPECTATIONS OR RULES WE ALL WOULD BE BEHIND THE PINK WALLS (SANDILANDS) HOWEVER IT IS ALSO REALISE THAT ONLY SMALL PEOPLE WITH NO LIFE SIT DOWN IN IDLE TIME AND TALK ABOUT OTHERS AND WHAT IS GOIN ON IN THEIRR LIFE.  IT IS REALISED THAT YA VERY OWN PEOPLE FRENDS EITHER FROM CHURCH OR SCHOOL or Persons who want to be in THE social CIRCLE ARE THE MAIN SET WHO GIVE U ALL HUGGS, BUT WITH THOSE SAME EXTENDED ARM THERE IS A DAGGER READY TO BE USED THE MOMENT THEY WALK AWAY FROM A (TREEE).  U HAVE NEVER BIN HURT UNTIL U ARE HURT BY PPL CLOSE TO U colleaugues OR CHURCH ACQUAINTANCES.  HOWEVER I HAVE ENOUGH FRENS IN LIFE TO KNOW WHO THOSE DAGGER HOLDERS ARE IT CALLED GOD HAVING PEOPLE STRATEGICALLY LOCATED IN EVERY STRATUS LOOKIN OUT FOR U.  BUT U WILL NEVER KNOW CUZZ THE LOVE OF GOD IN MY LIFE WILL NEVER ALLOW ME TO SHOW IT.  THE ANSWER TO MY REVELATION IS GETTTTT A LIFEEEE!!!!!!!! LIFE HAS SOO MUCH THINGS TO DO AND THE MAIN ONE THAT  SHOULD BE FOCUSED ON IS YA VERY OWN LIFE, WHAT HAPPENS IN IT, AND NOT OTHERS'. ONE THING I HATE IS THAT SAME FACT CUZZ I SEEN IT HAPPEN TO SO MUCH PPL AND ITS NOT COOL. MY POINT IS WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND BE CAREFUL HOW WE TREAT ALLLLLLL OF OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS CUZZ U TOO WILL GET A TASTE OF YA OWN MEDICINE. STAY AWAY PEOPLE PERSONAL AFFAIRS STAY AWAY FROM GOSSIP FOLKS!!!!! My Youth Pastor told me something that will always stand out>>>>PPL will either TRY CONTROL U and If THEY CANT THEY WILL DESTROY U!!